I see it in movies, hear it in music.

It makes me wonder, wish and envy.

College experience is something I always wanted.

Not so much the learning experience, but the lifestyle.

Living in an out of state community, meeting new people, making love to different women,

and even taking in horrible experiences.

The life and death situations of the social circle.

I create my own problems, which is something I just realized.

I would have problems no matter where. College or not. Out of state or In.

I am 23 years old and thinking i was a man. Im ready tobe one, but someone is keeping that from me.

Stay strong, take the punch,

sometimes there is nothing else better to do but to wait hopefully.

Lets not give up, lets get up!

and do something creative.